I got a feeling.

Some of you must be wondering why am i always looks moody, sad
and emo in the college and even futsal time... I even failed my economic
topic test today. I really not sure whether should i post my feeling on
my blog or not.

For the past few days i had not been messaging with her because
i told myself is a must to forget about her but it was the worst days
i ever been through in my life. However it was only few days but
i felt like it took so long to past that few days. All i can say my life
without u is meaningless and i really felt it... I fail to forget about her.

Finally, I messaged her today but ending up she asked me something
about guys, mainly her boyfriend. Loving a person doesn't mean
had to own that person instead make sure she is happy all the time
and being someone there to support her. I gave her an advise by saying
her boyfriend is a good person but I do not know who is he. I was
just being supportive and to chill her up. It hurts alot when i said
that but at the mean time I am happy for her, because she maybe found
someone who is better than me. There is once that she told me that all she
want is a person who is caring, loving, loyal and understanding.

I really do love her very much. Whenever she around with me,
i felt like i can handle all kinds of problems. A week ago, i had been
hanging around with her. It was the best and my most happiest
moment in the year2009. Sometimes i walk pass the soft toys shop
and i saw a very huge bear. I thought of buying it for her but her
boyfriend might not like it.At the end, i will go back and sleep
- to forget about it.

Listening boys like girls - two is better than one.